After declaring our love without actually saying "I love you," I feel like our relationship has stalled. It hasn't, but I feel like it has. The next logical movement would be to actually say the words I Love You, but I don't want to be the first one to do it.
Saying those words would officially make RedSox and I a couple. It would officially pull me off the market. It would officially make everything official... and it would be my first time.
Granted, we pretty much are a couple. I also haven't been interested in/lusted after another man. But I also haven't really called RedSox my boyfriend, nor has he called me his girlfriend.
In bed the other night, I started asking RedSox about our "situation." I told him I would tell strangers that I had a boyfriend. It's not quite as daunting when I know I'll never see those people again. He said he does the same thing.
I told him I wanted to say what we subtley said to each other in Vegas, but I didn't want to do it first.
He told me I wouldn't have to. He will do it. Just not yet...
Friday, 27 April 2007
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