When it's officially over...

So I had told you a few posts ago that Southie fell off the face of the Earth. That's not exactly true. He just pulled back big time.

Instead of letting it go, I pushed him for an explanation. All he would give me is a text saying "i need to figure shit out." I assumed there was baby mama drama, but I stupidly told him I'd wait.

We ran into each other at football sunday at the usual spot after 2 weeks of not seeing each other. He came over, bought my drinks, hit on me, everything. I wasn't having it. I had been so upset with his sudden change of attitude, but I was able to get over it and moved forward.

He told me that Sunday he would take me out to dinner that week and make things up to me. I told him I'd believe him when it happened. No surprise. It didn't happen.

Now the problem with letting him go completely right then and there was that we both LOVE the Patriots. He was definitely someone I could text during games and party with at the bars on football Sunday.

But the reality is that he's just not that into me... anymore.

So last night I texted him that I was leaving for the holidays. I accept that we're done. I hope we can still be friendly should we run into each other.

He texted back that he still thinks we should hang out. I told him that I don't want that... especially since he won't tell me exactly what happened.

He didn't tell me why he pulled away. So now, we're officially over.

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I might be in Three relationships

So I have yet to tell you about AccountExec. I wanted to before, but I was afraid of jinxing things.

AccountExec is my sugar daddy. Yup! I finally have one and he's great! He's cute. He can hold decent conversation. He takes me out to great restaurants. He bought me $200 juicy couture winter boots... I look super cute.

Now AccountExec and I had talked everything through when we met a month ago, and *this* was going to be a standard SD/SB relationship with NSA, seeing each other a couple of times a month.

again it was going to be...

AccountExec likes to see me more often than not. He plans ahead for dates and checks in sporadically in between seeing each other. He calls me sweetie via email. He has definitely fallen for me.

It's probably my fault. We haven't had sex yet.

Though I enjoying hanging out with him, I don't think we're compatible relationship-wise. But of course with my bubbly nature, smiles and flirtatious tendencies, I have successfully seduced him... accidentally.

Speaking of the Art of Seduction, the Author is currently reading that book to help him with book sales. It was fun to read excerpts together the other day as we lounged around in our PJs bantering back and forth before tearing off each other's clothes. The Author may be getting closer, but still keeping his distance.

Southie, however, is not keeping any sort of distance. He wants to hang out all the time. He'll call me on a rainy day to tell me he's gonna drive me to work. He takes care of me. He tells his friends about me. He's the first guy I've ever dated that I look at think "damn he is HOT!"

I love all three of my men for various reasons... here's to hoping I can keep all three in check.

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Talk Dirty to Me

Southie likes it when I talk dirty. It's fun and I've done it several times before, but there's a kicker here.

Southie likes it when I tell him about sex with other men.

Last night during sex, I told him about the first time the Author and I hooked up.

He was so turned on, it was kinda weird... but in a good way. I very much enjoyed my first time with the Author.

I'm happy there's someone else who can appreciate that.

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Whirlwind Update

So sorry to have kept you all out of the loop. It's been a crazy month on the wards with long hours and patients who just aren't leaving the hospital.

And on top of that I've been dating like crazy and going nuts about football season, and overall just not getting to the computer.

So my date with the German Daddy was less than stellar. He knew more about food and wine than me and told me about all these great places he'd take me. Of course I made the mistake of sleeping with him that night and haven't heard from him since.

But I did meet Southie. I call him that because he has a straight-up Boston accent like no other. He's been in colorado for 13 years and he'll never get rid of it. I kind of enjoy it. Reminds me of home. Southie treats me like a queen. He took me a concert at red rocks and always texts and calls and wants to hang out. Tonight he's cooking me dinner and I'll get to catch up on True Blood!

The pornstar is officially out of the picture. He would get emotional over texts and tell me that he's falling in love with me. Then when it would come time to meet, he'd cancel last minute. I'm not a dumb chick, I dropped him like it's hot.

Blondie is around, but I've kinda been avoiding him. He's a cutie, but it's just such a pain to get together and frankly the fargo accent was getting to me.

And of course the Author... After work on Sunday I went straight to the bars to watch football. 6 hours later, I admit I wasn't sober. I texted him for a booty call and he couldn't because he had deadlines to meet. I may have snipped a rude text back... ok i totally did because he sent me an email later that night hoping i wasn't upset but his work is very important to him. I apologized and haven't heard from him all week.

Who will come, who will go? I dunno, but I'll keep you posted.

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