the Author writes again

After a date last night that ended in a quick goodbye kiss, I headed to the bar in my building for more drinks. My night wasn't over just cos my date was sick and had to drive 30 minutes home.

I sat at the bar and texted a whole bunch of new neighbor friends to join me, but I also included Author as I knew he was sick in bed and wanted to stick it to him since I haven't seen nor heard from him in 2 months.

He replied and actually joined me for a drink. Poor thing was coughing, but I didn't let him get away with a sick excuse. I wanted to know where he was mentally and physically over the past 2 months.... actually one month as I knew December was his product launch month.

So what happened in January?

For the entire month he isolated himself because he was in negotiations to sell his company. It was a huge stressor (and probably was led to him becoming sick). I understood that, but to not to even get a text was saddening.

He claims he texted me last week with a big apology and hoping to hang out. When he didn't hear from me by the next day, he assumed I was upset with him and done.

I didn't get this alleged text. He thinks his reception in the mountains might be the culprit. I think I really don't care as he looked so cute and I just wanted to fuck him.

oops... TMI

But that's exactly what happened last night. :)

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New Year... same me

In moving to Colorado, I thought I would use my free time to reflect on myself and work on self-improvement. Reality check... I have very little free time. And what little I have, I want to use to have fun.

In thinking about New Years resolutions, I thought I might stop using craigslist for dating. But then I realized I'd have to go out more often to meet men for dates and I just don't have the time to do that.

And that would leave all of you with very little to read. Perish the thought!

A few tidbits of what has been going on with men in my life:

MetroSteve returned to Denver. He didn't tell me. I just bumped into him on the elevator in our building. It was very awkward from his end, and I'm fairly certain the less-attractive-than-me chick with him was the reason. I don't have time for his insecurity. I wished him a happy new year and skipped off the elevator in my stilettos.

OleMiss is coming to Denver for business tomorrow. I may have mentioned a few months ago that he called me in the middle of the night and did this whole "what if we were in the same city" bit... and only told me he got back together with his ex 2 months after they were together. Well they're on the rocks again (no surprise) and he and I will be in the same city...

ScottAvs is a man I may never have mentioned. We went out a couple times. He loves hockey and I love hockey players... I mean I love hockey too. We recently reconnected and he's falling hard for me. I wish I was more into him.

Author was so busy the entire month of december with some product launch that I'm fairly certain we're done.

I went on facebook and saw RedSox's new years photos from the Bahamas. I actually felt jealous when I saw him with other girls.

AccountExec gets back from visiting family for the holidays this week. I'm hoping his new year's resolution is to get over his ex and get a hard on that lasts long enough for us to have sex.

There are some other boys in the works, but none too exciting as of yet. We'll see where 2010 goes...

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Running Into People

Well Southie has pretty much fallen off the face of the earth. Ok... he put me after the Yankees. I totally accepted coming second to his son, but I never in a million years thought I would come third to the Yankees.

It upset me for a good bit. I wrote about it a couple posts ago. I didn't tell you I cried, but I'll admit it. I really liked him. But once again, not enough time to get to open up. Oh well.

Moving on...

I went back on craigslist. My go-to site had a plethora of men from whom to choose. I opted for the engineer from upstate New York. He was totally cute and really fun. We went out two nights in a row. If he was here in Denver, we'd prolly be officially dating.

Anyway... he and I ended up back at the bar in my building. It's a great place where half the patrons live in my building. Low and behold... who is there... Author.

I panicked for a moment when I realized my date was standing next to Author at the bar. I check my cell phone and there are a few missed texts, including one from Author asking what I'm doing. When my date came back with the drinks I told him "my neighbor is here. We should invite him over. By the way, our story is that we went to undergrad together."

Author came over with a couple of his friends. We all had fun chatting away. Author did eventually ask how we knew each other, to which I promptly replied "engineers together!" and quickly changed the subject.

Did he believe me? Honestly, who cares... we're only FWBs

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I might be in Three relationships

So I have yet to tell you about AccountExec. I wanted to before, but I was afraid of jinxing things.

AccountExec is my sugar daddy. Yup! I finally have one and he's great! He's cute. He can hold decent conversation. He takes me out to great restaurants. He bought me $200 juicy couture winter boots... I look super cute.

Now AccountExec and I had talked everything through when we met a month ago, and *this* was going to be a standard SD/SB relationship with NSA, seeing each other a couple of times a month.

again it was going to be...

AccountExec likes to see me more often than not. He plans ahead for dates and checks in sporadically in between seeing each other. He calls me sweetie via email. He has definitely fallen for me.

It's probably my fault. We haven't had sex yet.

Though I enjoying hanging out with him, I don't think we're compatible relationship-wise. But of course with my bubbly nature, smiles and flirtatious tendencies, I have successfully seduced him... accidentally.

Speaking of the Art of Seduction, the Author is currently reading that book to help him with book sales. It was fun to read excerpts together the other day as we lounged around in our PJs bantering back and forth before tearing off each other's clothes. The Author may be getting closer, but still keeping his distance.

Southie, however, is not keeping any sort of distance. He wants to hang out all the time. He'll call me on a rainy day to tell me he's gonna drive me to work. He takes care of me. He tells his friends about me. He's the first guy I've ever dated that I look at think "damn he is HOT!"

I love all three of my men for various reasons... here's to hoping I can keep all three in check.

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Talk Dirty to Me

Southie likes it when I talk dirty. It's fun and I've done it several times before, but there's a kicker here.

Southie likes it when I tell him about sex with other men.

Last night during sex, I told him about the first time the Author and I hooked up.

He was so turned on, it was kinda weird... but in a good way. I very much enjoyed my first time with the Author.

I'm happy there's someone else who can appreciate that.

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"No... I want you to stay"

And the confusion with the Author continues. I haven't seen him in almost 2 weeks. We'd make and break plans within minutes. Finally last night, we committed to hanging out. We went to see the movie Public Enemies, and I absolutely LOVED it.

Before I get to the rest of my night with Author, I gotta talk about this movie. First of all I love time period films, and this one was set in the 1930s. The clothes, the cars, the story was just wonderful. I think what captivated me the most was John and Billie's love. I couldn't believe his devotion and love for her. It was terribly romantic, and I hope that one day someone loves me like that. (Actually RedSox back in Boston does...) And I hope I can reciprocate.

The movie was almost 2.5 hours. We got outta the theater around 10:30 and headed back to the Author's apartment. We hung out for about an hour just playing with the dog and talking to his roommate, and then of course made our way to his bedroom.

Two weeks ago when we spent the entire day together and finished off with sex, Author told me he was uncomfortable having me stay over. It hurt, but I forced myself to think in the direction of friends with benefits. 

Last night, after sex, he got up to take his dog out to potty. I got up and got dressed. When he came back, he looked shocked to see me dressed and asked why I was leaving. Uh... hello? So I reminded him of what happened last time and he claimed that he wasn't uncomfortable, but he has a hard time getting a good nights sleep with someone else in his bed. So I offered to leave again, and he embraced me and fell back onto the bed saying "No... I want you to stay."

So I stayed. We didn't cuddle much because I know he needs his space, and I was ok with that. We woke up together over a period of 3 hours and parted ways to get going with our days. He wanted to know my plans for the day, and to figure out when to hang out next. I said we'd be in touch.

And I'm right back in the thick of confusion.

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The Author is just not that into me... I think

I think my last outburst stemmed from me inability to figure out the Author. We have great sex. The kissing is awesome.

BUT

He's only affectionate post-coitus. He won't text/call to say hi. Business is clearly more important.

MAYBE

it's my fault for breaking my age gap interest. I should probably heed to my own advice: dating older is better. The Author is my age... in fact, 6 months younger. I always have griped in the past about guys in their 20s only caring about money. Why suddenly did I think things would be different?

Probably because the Author is actually mature. Ugh... i hate that. Mature yet money-driven. AND YET... still invites me to do things like go on a boat, go to the movies, hang out... only to cancel last minute because he's gotta finish an article or something.

That's probably why I slept with Prosthesis last night. I was hoping maybe we could push forward. He is blond, hot, a former hockey player, older... I had high hopes.

But his pen!s is small. Terrible I know... and I was shocked to bits. Man was I dissapointed. 

What is going on???

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Dating, Friends or both?

PitaChips le Deux had to cancel our date. He was going on vacation with his brothers for almost 2 weeks and some legal document problem came up with the business he's starting. He had to take care of it before he left.

That was too bad, but it was good to get a good night's sleep since I had 24 hour call the next day. Call was a killer. I think we got slammed with 7 patients and several procedures to do at the same time. It was nuts!

So when it was finally over on the 4th of July, I was happy to go home and sleep. I woke up and texted the Author to see what he was up to. He invited me to grill with his roommate for the afternoon. That turned into a huge party as other neighbors were out there grilling too. We made new friends with everyone. 

Author and I snuck away for a bit to hook up. He pounded me into his bed and then jumped up to go to another party. I felt a bit used... but figured we were just gonna end up as each other's booty call.

I had to work on the 5th, but it was only a half-day. I came home and saw that Author had texted me to see how my day went. I was kinda surprised, but texted back. He then joined me for the day at a local arts festival and then took me out to dinner.

We went out last night and I slept over, but I'm still not sure what is up. We love the same music. We have great sex. He witnessed me having a nightmare last night. (It involved water creatures, so I'm officially never going in any body of water that is not a jacuzzi/pool again). I think we enjoy each other's company.

But I also know we're both not good at commitment. Or maybe I'm just not. I am dating a couple other guys after all.

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Melrose Place

One the guys who responded to my first craigslist ad formerly lived in my building. He was telling me about the friends he had made, particularly that a lot of them would end up hooking up with each other. He said our building has been known to be a bit like Melrose Place.

At our building bbq a few weeks ago, I made friends with a few people in our building. One in particular was the Author. I could tell the Author instantly liked me. I thought he was a cutie, but I wasn't particularly fond of his beard. He invited me to go boating the next day, and when he took of his glasses to get in the water I thought he got cuter.

We hadn't had a chance to hang out in a while because residency is killing my life. But yesterday he was back from a trip and we decided to have some wine. From there, we went to the pool. From the pool we snuck our drinks into his gym so we could use the jacuzzi.

The alcohol really started to hit, especially when we went into the steam room. And that's where he was suddenly on top of me. I couldn't breathe in there, so we took it back to his apartment... one floor below mine.

Clothes came off. We had sex. I don't remember much of it. All I remember is my phone started ringing, and it was the Murse telling me he was outside my building for our date!

I SWEAR I didn't forget. I just hadn't realized that the time flew. I apologized to the Author, and booked it to my apartment to change. The Murse never suspected a thing... and he slept over that night. hehe.

What am I doing you wonder? I have no idea, but it sure is fun.

And I have my third date with PitaChips le Deux tonight. ;)

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