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Tuesday, 27 May 2008

Money aint a thang... but I don't have any

Posted on 07:47 by Unknown
I live off of my parents. It's no secret. They pay for my tuition, my rent, my bills and my food. All of my basic needs are covered... but that's all folks!

See a lot of people think I can get their money whenever I want. A lot of people assume that my parents will pay for everything. For the most part, this is true.

BUT, it doesn't come easy. I can let you borrow my powerpoint presentations if you don't believe me.

Two months ago, I asked my parents if they would send me to Germany at the end of June. I had two very strong supporting arguments for why they should pay for me to go. 1. It's my birthday gift. 2. My cousin is doing research there and I'll have a free place to stay. My parents shot me down.

I was bummed, but another opportunity came up. One of my girl-friends is getting married, and a while ago the girlz talked about getting together for a bachelorette weekend on the west coast. The date was set and gears were grinding. I talked to my parents and used my devastation over Germany as the reason I must go to Portland.

First they wondered why the hell would *I*, the stiletto-clad, Burberry city-girl, ever want to go to Portland. I agreed I don't want to go to Portland, but I do want to see my girlz. I told them that my stay was covered. Coastal cottage, friend's place... all set. The flight would be the only cost.

My parents and sister sent along their mileage info for several airlines, and I went to work hoping I could save money. Unfortunately it wasn't possible, and I charged a whopping $415 for a round-trip flight. I know that amount is typical now-a-days, but it still feels like holy crap to me.

Anyways, the trip is this weekend and I can't wait to relax. Unfortunately now I'm on edge. Yesterday I get an email from one of my girl-friends who lives in downtown Portland, saying that she is looking for a hotel room for the girls flying in because she worries about our comfort in her apartment. No explanation other than "our" needs.

I'm trying not to be upset, but I'm wondering where this is coming from. I coulda sworn we asked if it was ok to stay... maybe I assumed. But you know what, I'm tired of thinking I'm at fault for everything. I have a tendency to keep my mouth shut because I hate drama, but I've already done it twice before regarding this trip. Once for the choice of weekend (neither my input nor Gorilla's was considered when the date was decided when we're the ones who have more time and expenses involved) and the other concerning a gift (for which I was told "getting together is enough"). These two things upset me, but I chose another route. I'll reschedule my weekend in the hamptons for another day and I'll pay for a gift myself, since I believe birthdays are always special days.

I immediately get on hotels.com and hotwire.com and start looking for hotels. Unfortunately I don't know Portland at all. Neither site lists proximity to public transportation. So now I start looking into public transportation. I start making educated guesses and stressing out. Sure I can get a place for $50 for one night, but I don't know where these places are.

I can't tell my parents, because they don't give a shit about drama and will start asking a billion questions and then yell at me for even going to a place like Portland in the first place.

Then Torch chimes in that she has hotel points, and I feel worse. Torch is paying for the cottage, giving Gorilla her mileage points... and now offering to pay for something else.

This is now ridiculous...
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Saturday, 24 May 2008

Kindness is Creepy

Posted on 11:10 by Unknown
I think it's a northeastern thing. Actually I'm sure it is, since it's one of OleMiss's biggest complaints about the north. Women do not know how to appreciate kindness.

I didn't think I was one of them, and I vehemently denied and argued against OleMiss.

Unfortunately I am...

I work at the local gym once in a while, and there is one older gentleman who always takes a couple extra seconds when checking in to wish me a good morning, tell me it's great to see me again and thank me for telling him to have a good work-out.

The extra seconds he hangs around, my guard shoots up. After he left to go work out, I couldn't believe I had felt that way. I almost wanted to yell at him, and for what?? For being a genuinely nice guy.

I started to wonder about why I felt that way, and I guess it's because I'm just expecting that every man is hitting on me. Every man wants to get in my pants. Every man is undressing me with his eyes. I shouldn't trust guys, especially older ones. They're creepy.

Then I felt horrible... I never thought of myself as your average Boston bitch, but I guess I am afterall.
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Tuesday, 20 May 2008

5 years later

Posted on 11:00 by Unknown
Somehow in my drunken stupor on Friday evening I had the sense to wash the make-up off my face, but when I woke up Saturday morning the fake eyelashes were still superglued to my eyes and really uncomfortable.

I couldn't believe I wasn't hungover... ok I sorta was. I spent the day in this odd sort of haze. Druhil and I sauntered over to Newbury St for brunch/lunch at Trident, then we went to RedSox's place to hang out. That afternoon, Dru had been invited to a bbq out in Brookline and I tagged along.

The bbq was full of random Tufts people from undergrad. None were my friends, but I was happy to see them nonetheless. I also started drinking again.

We spent several hours there, one hour stuck in sox traffic and 2 hours stuck in a restaurant that couldn't handle a wedding party on the same weekend as graduation... even tho there were plenty of empty tables. (Sam, you woulda *loved* this. Snarf)

When we finally made it to Vox for the reunion, we were greeted by a line. Let me remind you that I'm not a big fan of Vox, especially because it is never packed. I found the line to be ridiculous.

Anyways, right away I knew the kid standing in front of me... except we didn't go to Tufts together. We went to high school together. So we chatted, and then the Tufts people started to pop up everywhere. I forgot I knew a lot of people from undergrad. I'm not surprised I only remembered the men.

I broke out into hives when I got upstairs. People started approaching me from every direction to hug and say hi. Many I recognized, but overall it was overwhelming and I had to run to the ladies room to calm down. I knew I partied a lot in college, but somehow I thought I always saw the same people.

Miraculously, I didn't see a single ex-sorority sister. Either they never showed or left early. Regardless, I had an amazing time. I saw all my former roommates, a bunch of ChemE's, pretty much everyone I wanted to see and then some.

RedSox met up with me, and I introduced him to everyone. There were plenty of whispers of awe as I was known as the quintessential single gal... *the* predator.

I found it all amusing... and I look forward to our next reunion... imagine 10 years later.
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Sunday, 18 May 2008

GLAMOROUS!

Posted on 11:21 by Unknown
Anxiety hit it's peak Thursday night. I had a crazy weekend coming up with a big fashion event Friday and my 5 year college reunion Saturday.

DruHil was up for the weekend because of our college reunion, and she stayed with me. We talked about all the people likely coming to the reunion. I think I was more nervous about that event because I don't ever want to see people I don't like... and there was a good chance many of them would be there.

Whatever the type of reunion, I think it's safe to say we all want to look fabulous. So the Glamorous Event on Friday had to go really well because someone was going to cut my hair. Someone else was going to do my make-up. A designer had clothes for me to wear. And one of Boston's socialite's (aka Trophy wife) dabbled in jewelry and had some for me, too.

Basically I had no control over what would happen to me Friday night. It freaked me out, and I ended up drinking heavily...

I got a little sloppy, but mostly had a fabulous time... and my hair... wow I have bangs. My make-up... heavy but sexy. My dress... boobalicious.

So when it came time for my reunion Saturday, I was excited to show off my new look...



Thank You to ALL my friends who came out to support the event Friday night. I love you guys!
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Thursday, 8 May 2008

Quirky Genes

Posted on 17:06 by Unknown
My first week of genetics has been pretty awesome. I have seen people with all kinds of genetic disorders. It's pretty amazing, though occasionally sad.

I love telling a woman that she does NOT have the breast cancer gene.

I love telling new parents that their baby may have tested positive for cystic fibrosis, but in reality they DON'T have the disease.

I love the symptoms some of these patients come in with, my favorite being a girl who suffered from rage anytime she ate certain foods.

I hate the sad stories, though, like REALLY hate them. Today I met the brightest, coolest 7 year-old. She likely won't live very long due to her disease. She has two parents who love her dearly, who allegedly found her in a trash can at a restaurant in Cambodia when she was a newborn.

Then there was the little boy adopted from Russia who beats people up, hurts animals, has even killed a dog. His biological mother was a drug-addicted, alcoholic prostitute who fed him vodka as a baby to shut him up and physically, verbally and even sexually abused him along with her MANY MANY other children. I know he doesn't have a genetic disorder... poor thing is just broken.

With all the good and the bad, it still seems like I will be going for genetics. I love it and I know there will only be bigger and better advancements by the time I get there.
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Friday, 2 May 2008

4th and Final

Posted on 14:48 by Unknown
Well surprise... I'm sick.

I'm hoping it's because I worked so hard studying for my Ob/Gyn exam today that I just let my immune system go... and therefore it's only fair that the universe give me an AMAZING score.

When I walked out of my exam I realized that I'm actually done with my 3rd year. The medical school doesn't allow me to say that officially, because they have their stupid rules about starting 4th year in July. (I know it's just to guarantee my tuition for an entire year).

But as far as I am concerned, I am starting my 4th year of medical school on Monday.

I wish I could say I can finally relax. The truth is next month and for 5-6 months afterwards, I will be working my tushy off to get recommendations, write a personal statement and apply to residency programs.

I'm excited, scared, nervous... but for now, I'm not gonna let my emotions get the best of me.

For now, I'll just try to get over being sick.
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