New Year... same me

In moving to Colorado, I thought I would use my free time to reflect on myself and work on self-improvement. Reality check... I have very little free time. And what little I have, I want to use to have fun.

In thinking about New Years resolutions, I thought I might stop using craigslist for dating. But then I realized I'd have to go out more often to meet men for dates and I just don't have the time to do that.

And that would leave all of you with very little to read. Perish the thought!

A few tidbits of what has been going on with men in my life:

MetroSteve returned to Denver. He didn't tell me. I just bumped into him on the elevator in our building. It was very awkward from his end, and I'm fairly certain the less-attractive-than-me chick with him was the reason. I don't have time for his insecurity. I wished him a happy new year and skipped off the elevator in my stilettos.

OleMiss is coming to Denver for business tomorrow. I may have mentioned a few months ago that he called me in the middle of the night and did this whole "what if we were in the same city" bit... and only told me he got back together with his ex 2 months after they were together. Well they're on the rocks again (no surprise) and he and I will be in the same city...

ScottAvs is a man I may never have mentioned. We went out a couple times. He loves hockey and I love hockey players... I mean I love hockey too. We recently reconnected and he's falling hard for me. I wish I was more into him.

Author was so busy the entire month of december with some product launch that I'm fairly certain we're done.

I went on facebook and saw RedSox's new years photos from the Bahamas. I actually felt jealous when I saw him with other girls.

AccountExec gets back from visiting family for the holidays this week. I'm hoping his new year's resolution is to get over his ex and get a hard on that lasts long enough for us to have sex.

There are some other boys in the works, but none too exciting as of yet. We'll see where 2010 goes...

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We weren't supposed to sleep together

So I made a new friend in my building. Let's call him MetroStevo. I met him through craigslist because he was new to the area and looking for new friends. Cool. I love new friends. We met, hung out and kept hanging out as "just friends."

I wanna make it clear that every time we went out, I paid for myself. Like I said in my last post, when I'm just friends with a guy I have no problem paying for myself. 

MetroStevo is very good-looking, but I wanted to try and only be hooking up with the Author. Plus I figured all was well when we just hugged at the end of every outing and went back to our respective apartments.

We went to Elways, a steak house, last week. It was a great meal, with great wine, lots of fun... I paid for myself. We proceeded to drink more at the bar and then at another bar in our building. Again lots of fun. We went back up to his place, where I've been before, to watch a movie. All was well, until I was officially wasted... and he was officially wasted. 

He pulled me up from my chair and asked me to sit with him on the couch. I think we made out. Actually we must have, because we definitely ended up in his bedroom. I know we had sex, confirmed by the empty condom wrapper in the morning... oh and me being naked.

I don't feel badly about having sex with him. I feel badly that I don't remember it. He has texted since the incident. We will be hanging out again. I'm not sure I want to sleep with him again, but I still want to hang out as friends.

Is this possible?

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