and so the begging begins...

I live my love life... err... sex life in cycles. Same cycle with a different guy. Every time.

So Ted won't leave me alone. It's not so much that I want to be left alone, but holy goodness!! At least let me take a breath here and there.

I give him a little taste of my sexual juices and he's still thirsty. Now parched.

It happens with every guy. I don't think it's because I'm an amazing lay. I think it's because I make myself unnattainable... not unavailable, just unnattainable. It drives men wild, but I don't do it on purpose.

You see, I'm an honest gal. And right from the start I'm pretty upfront with guys about what I want. And I tell them that "we" will never happen. I don't want a relationship. I think it works for some people, but not for me. Suddenly, it's a competition, a race, whatever.

They keep coming back for more, and I give more as I please. But then they want more than the physical, and that's when I have to cut the cord.

They beg... keep begging... and finally (hopefully) they stop.

But Teddy is still at the beginning of the cycle... so I'm gonna let the wheel keep turning on this one.

tee hee.

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My Uterus is being a Bitch

I know I should love my uterus. I did for a long time, but recently she's been causing a ton of problems for me... such as cock-blocking.

I've been cock-blocked before. It happened my sophmore year of college.

After a sorority formal, OF COURSE I was going to hook up with my date. He was a blond hottie. I was the envy of every sorority sister, but none of them wanted to cock-block me. They had every intention of hooking up with their own dates. I actually received several congratulations for the evening I was supposedly going to have.

When we got back to school after the formal, the bus dropped us off at a different dorm. His best friend lived there, so we said hello. There were a few girls hanging out, including this one chick Lyn.

I didn't know Lyn very well, but every encounter had been casual and pleasant. I didn't feel threatened by her at all. I was in better shape and far more attractive. There goes my ego again... sorry.

I was very excited that I was going to hook-up with Blond Boy, and I shared my joy with Lyn. She twitched a bit, but I disregarded it as Tourettes.

Blond Boy was ready, and we decided to head out. Out of nowhere, Lyn announces that she'd like to hang out more and COMES WITH US. Like a drunken fool, I assumed she lived in Blond Boy's dorm and just wanted to walk with us. I missed the whole "hang out" part.

So we're back in Blond Boy's room... and she's kinda just there. I announce that I am exhausted and jump into bed. Blond Boy agrees. So does Lyn, but she doesn't leave. In fact, SHE JUMPS INTO BED WITH US!!

Needless to say, she killed my buzz. Now I was pissed. Blond Boy and I couldn't do anything. He got up to go to the bathroom. I got up and left. He calls me the next morning asking where I went, and I told him I couldn't hang out there with Lyn around. He assured me they didn't hook up, but I could care less. I wanted MY hook-up. For the first time in my life, I was cock-blocked! And I was beyond mad.

But I'm not one to act in anger....

The following weekend I tagged Blond Boy at a party and marched him straight back to his place. We had a fabulous hook-up... another keg tapped and kicked.

The next morning I saw Lyn and asked her about her hook-up with Blond Boy the week prior. She admitted nothing happened. I told her that's too bad because he rocked my world last night... suck on that bitch.

And now my uterus has decided to cock-block me... but I went to an ID doc today. I'll see my gyno in a few days, and I've made an appointment with the oncologist in a few weeks.

Clearly, I don't fuck around... bitch.

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Wine Appreciation

That's the name of my wine club. It's my second year as president, and I never had a REAL wine tasting. See, the school won't let me use my student government funding to buy alcohol.

Now what?

Well I'll tell you what. My casual encounter from yesterday happens to be a liquor distributor. I had no intention of ever contacting him again, but I have some use for him. I emailed him and he got back to me right away.

He's happy to support a wine tasting for me. In fact, he'll throw in some high end Pinot Noirs just for my personal enjoyment.

Good Boy.

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Casual Encounters

So it's a lazy saturday. I should be studying anti-bacterial drugs... and also bacteria itself since my exam is a week from Monday and I have done nothing.

But I got horny. Granted I had sex 2 nights ago, but I REALLLLLLY needed to get some....right away!!

At first I started IMing this guy Elliot. I'll call him Elliot since I don't quite remember his name. Elliot and I went on a date over a year ago. He's one of my craigslist boys. We had a decent time, but I didn't feel any chemistry. So I let him pay for my meal for wasting my time and that was that. But Elliot informed me MONTHS later that he thought I was really hot, but he was too shy. So I said we should try again. Back and forth emailing, no dates set... I'm going out with a bunch of guys in the meantime... Elliot is pathetic.

But today, Predator was in FULL force. I saw Elliot online and told him I was watching some porn. We should get together. He wanted to, but he was waiting for some delivery. Freak.
Now what? I love my bullet, but I needed penetration. So I did something I haven't ever done. I posted in Casual Encounters on craigslist. I made my post plain and simple:

Quickie- 25 w4m
Fit and cute chick in Beacon Hill. Get me off then get out.

As expected, a thousand guys responded within 1 minute. I deleted most because all they said was hi, yes please, or some other one or two word line that wasted time. Some I deleted because the pics were hideous. Then I get an email from Ted. He actually wrote a sentence and attached a pic. VERY handsome.

Ok Ted, you win.

We email back and forth for a little bit. I send my pic. He thinks I'm hot. Awesome... he's on his way. I'm feeling totally fine. The cats know something is up, so I give them some food and they go right on their way.

I end up waiting a little longer than expected. No worries. I can get excited realquick. The door buzzes and suddenly butterflies. Ted comes up. He's cute... not as cute as the pic, but I can overlook it.

We chat for about 2 minutes. He goes on and on about how hot I am. He sees my medical books. Now I'm hot and smart. Enough Teddy, let's get it on.

When we finish Ted gets dressed and then gives me a piece of paper with his number on it. He was so excited to meet a good-looking girl from craigslist that not only does he wants me to call him if I want to do this again... he wants me to call him so he can take me out on a date.

How cute...

Ted leaves, I write in my blog... and now it's back to a lazy saturday.

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owwie... sex isn't supposed to hurt

About a month ago I was dating this guy Sam. He's my age, still sorta struggling in the job world. Whatever! He's cute and we had a lot of fun when we chilled. (but let's be honest, I have fun with about 95% of the guys I date).
Sam and I had sex on our second date. The man cooked for me... I had to!!
But it hurt. I thought he was slamming into my uterus. He didn't seem that long, but maybe he was.
I told my friends the next day. One told me that sex hurt for her at one time and it turned out she had a cyst on her ovary. Of course, as a medical student, I think of the worst... so I think I've got cancer. But then she assures me that maybe it's just Sam.
Done.
Thanks Sam, bye... don't call me.

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oops... sorry about the delay

So I met Jon in NYC.... back at the end of July. We had a GREAT weekend together. He looked like his pic, and he told me that I looked better than my pics. We had great chemistry and I even went down to NYC again a few weeks later to visit.
I was supposed to see him a few weeks ago in September, but plans fell through. And now I'm so busy with school that I don't when I will again.
But hey... like any predator... thanks, had fun, maybe I'll see you around again.

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