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Saturday, 3 April 2010

A Good Freak-Out

Posted on 13:59 by Unknown
So I'm freaking out... and not about my board exam in 3 days.

NotMexican (i should really change that name... sorry digressing)

Ok

NotMexican told me he loved me.

kussmaul breathing... (sorry I'm supposed to be studying)

I said it back.

Hyperventilating and bringing down intracranial pressure (sorry, again I really should be studying)

It's wonderful, but I'm scared.

I've never been in love before and it's freaking me out. Mostly because I'm doing the what-if thing and future thinking. (I can't find my Power of Now book, dammit!)

He told me he loved me. He told me he's trying to figure out how to get to Boston. It will probably be a year from now.

Which gives me more than enough time to fuck it all up!

OMG... I'm in love!
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