Sometimes I hate being a girl

So things are going really well with NotMexican... but they could be going better.

And that statement right there is why I hate being a girl.

I want to see him all the time. I want to talk to him all the time. I get super giddy when my text message beep goes off and it's him.

He also says the right things... but I want more.

The other day we were texting and he told me I'm on his mind often, asking if that was a good thing.

Since I'm a bit of a snob, I replied that I should be on his mind all the time.

After a lot of banter back and forth that lead to medical explanations, he finally cut to the chase and said he wanted to know if he was on my mind.

Well yes... of course.

So you see we have great text conversations. We see each other appropriately. We have great sex every time...

But I'm a freakin girl and I want more.

I want all the time.

Man I hate relationships.