Not welcomed in Miami

So i hadn't told you guys too much about my internet dating, but I did join a sugar daddy website. I won't hold anything back. It is a fantasy of mine to be a trophy. The problem I have is that most men find my education to be rather intimidating.

I'll never understand why since most men complain that they want a good-looking woman with whom they can discuss almost any topic. Though I think that is simply their fantasy as well.

And how often does the fantasy become a reality?

My guess is next to never. 

I met G-miami on the sugar daddy website years ago. We chatted, but nothing ever happened. I cancelled my profile and went on with my studies. Since moving to Denver, I thought it might be fun to try the site again. This year, after all, is MY year to do as I damn well please.

G-miami found me on the site again and emailed. This time we started chatting on the phone and quickly made plans for me to go to Miami to meet him. 

I should have known from our phone conversations that we weren't going to work out. He was awkward on the phone and made stupid jokes. I hate it when people crack stupid jokes. 

He did look like his picture, but he was really short. He also didn't look as hot as I expected him to. He thought I was hot, better looking than my pics. 

He took me out to some nice restaurants. We had pretty good conversation, but all he talked about was my looks and how I'm as driven as his brother... and how he thinks his brother is an a$$hole.

Fabulous.

We slept in separate beds. He never made a move. And by the third morning he asked me if we were friends. I said sure. He said that he thinks it would be better if I left a day early since that was all we would be. And then he told me he had already changed my flight.

I was disappointed that we didn't connect, and the rest of my time with him actually ended up being more torturous as he continued to talk about my beauty and cling to me when he didn't even like to go out to drink and socialize. I ended up feeling like a baby-sitter.

I was so happy to get back to Denver Friday. I went out with Blondie and then had a great day tubing with friends on Saturday. 

Sometimes I think I should stick to meeting men at bars since I know they'll click with me just on the drinking/socialization alone. Sometimes I wonder if I should focus on myself and figure out why I do these crazy things I do.