We have a big class meeting next week to get going with residency planning. I've been looking into doing away rotations at other schools, and it got me thinking about RedSox.
He wants me to stay in Boston. I want to try a new city. He sees us together forever. I see fog, and it's scary.
I went out Saturday night with med school people and got hammered. I flirted, danced and loved it. I loved it so much that I contemplated breaking up with RedSox on Sunday.
He picked me up to watch the Pats game and we had a great time together, so I dropped the idea of a break-up. I do love RedSox, but it's becoming more of a brother-sister love on my end. I'm trying not to feel guilty about it, but I wonder if I am being selfish by staying in a romantic relationship with him.
I know in the end we will probably not remain together, so I wonder if it is wrong to enjoy good times as much as possible until then. An amicable break-up due to circumstance (ie. residency in NYC or Chicago) is better than breaking up now without a really good reason.
Plus it would just be downright cruel with his 30th bday coming up in a few days and Valentine's Day just a couple weeks later right?
Honestly, THIS is why I don't like relationships.
Monday, 21 January 2008
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