Soft... again

AccountExec and I continue to see each other. Last week we went out for a nice dinner, but work has been exhausting and I was too tired to hook up.

I felt badly, but promptly made plans to head up to Boulder again. We went out for a great dinner at The Flagstaff. Sadly the winter storm obscured our view of Boulder below. Nonetheless, excellent meal and wine.

Afterwards we went back to his place, popped in a movie and started hooking up. He put on a condom, entered me and then promptly went soft.

A few posts ago he assured me it wasn't me. I chose to believe him. This time, I still don't think it's me. In fact, I knew all along that it was him. Though I didn't know why.

The following morning after we both shower and get ready for brunch he sits me down and tells me that it's psychological. His ex-girlfriend keeps calling him and telling him she's depressed and blah blah blah. It clearly was a serious relationship and he is trying to move on.

I wish I could say I understood what he is going through, but I've never been in love. I'm starting to think it's a good thing.

AccountExec wants to continue dating. And I think it's a good idea. Afterall... later that morning he bought me some very nice jewelry...

xoxo (Sorry I just started watching season 1 of Gossip Girl)